i'm deprived

my skin is like a deep throat porno.

my eye lids are heavy like

a ruined tank on the streets of gaza

and i can not breathe.

this strangling insanity

of brutality.

to be friends is like

a massive trail

with judges hitting gongs

and lawyers telling me i'm shit

and fuck. fuck. fuck.

but not really.

because i am safe

just tired and too much food

(which is amazing)

and if i just chill

i can chill with you.