i did a performance at my house called NEVER KNOWN SKIN SO SOFT, for the performance series I WILL LIVE FOREVER.

I will do a write up for it tonight!

i reach out hands
one after another
to touch you.

elusive dreams withheld from me,
i am a ghost what i used to be.
good Lord come down
and wipe away my eyes,

i don't want to see anything more.

flowers unfolded
inside my eyes.

still,

we sleep
curled close

despite the time passed already

you're a hive for political apathy.

you're saying you agree
by typing words onto an
interface.

cyber activism is only
a thing if you actually
engage with whats happening,

but you don't.

i wanna argue with you about it
because if you actually cared at all,

you would have been there with us,
in the cold, walking down the
main street with a homemade
banner in your hand.

i woke up confused,
with you holding pearls
away from me.

and my face moving
in ways i never thought
it possibly could.


my bones won't sit right inside my skin.

disjointed.