you feel the need to decline?
you feel the need
to remind me that
you never really loved me in
the end.
and yes it was awful
but i tried to make it
taste sweet, and and
i tried again to make
it sweet, but you pour
salt all over it
you pour salt
all through it.

i know it shouldn't
upset me that
you still feel the need
to decline, but come babe.
really? was it absolutely
nothing to you, and life changing
for me? was it
just a flash in the pan
when i learnt so much
and let myself unravel
right in front of you.

i suppose 'i deserve it'
i suppose 'i was never worth it'
but fuck babe, you're the awful one
in the end.