catapult me into
the blue unknown

(i've been there before
i've never been)

yes, yes i know it's so
but is it so if i don't know?

curiosity took my inhibitions,
now i wallow, wallow in myself
and you and nonresistance. 

giving in to the surges and
to you, letting my loneliness
swamp me and hold me and
yes, yes i know it's so,
because it's so how 
could i not ever
know?