i am unsure
if ever i was/
   would be/
as cute as her.

my eyes less dewy,
my disposition
less... moody?
yes moody. she
has this beautiful
alluring aspect of
silence, and i have
noise and bubbles.

she seems still
and i feel like
i'm in a vacumm
constantly creating
particles, and annihilating
them - and she's so calm.

she's so wondrously calm