it's really funny how people get under your skin and then there is like four or five people living in your bones and they don't seem to ever want to leave, and it kinda makes you think. makes you think about why they're there when you only want one of them in there, but i think that its just a human thing and maybe it's not a bad thing, but i feel like such a traitor thinking about them even though i shouldn't at all because nothing is concrete when you're dealing with matters of the heart, because the heart is so fleshy and soft.