w o n d e r l u s t

my body aches

i feel like leaving this place.

i feel like moving

through oceans

with only a suitcase,

and my life packed inside.

with you, there next to me.

dissatisfied, i want to

fall away, into some

where else. some where

new, where i am new

and my energies replenish.

so i step outside.

He shows me the lights

in windows, and then,

the building reflected,

and then, someone

cleaning the windows,

and i feel sedated

and satisfied, that

He made everything i know,

and in this knowledge, i

am calmly serene.