aha! 

bursts of energy to
remind me that i could
be so lusciously inside
my own mind of degenerate 
thoughts of you on me.

my body leaps into
itself, feeling a rush of 
blood to the cheeks, i'm
on fire, phoenix burn me!

my skin starts to melt from
lack of touching. hands to 
mold me back into shape, 
hands to carve out my 
cheek bones. thoughts of
you on me on you on me,
and i am awash with roundabout
thoughts and gushing sweetly.