you make me
happier than
i've ever
been and
this winter
is making
me sadder
than i've
ever been.
this could
be the
deepest cut
i've ever
felt because
darling everything
is you.
nothings died.
everythings fine.
but this
feels like
slow infanticide.
maybe its
the homesickness
maybe its
this song.
don't get
alarmed, because
love honestly
its all
totally fine.
just another
season in
the coldest
phase of
the moon,
just another
deep cut
trying to
wound my
fragile sense
of self.
but they
can't get
me babe,
not when
you're by
my side

haunt me