i can not figure
out what i want
to say, and when
ever i make something
reality, i just confuse
myself. messages get
blocked up and my
nose does too. i'm 
becoming unstuck
the tape didn't help
it just suffocated my pores
and i'm so poor and
lonely and how hard
isn't my life i just can't
figure out how to say
what i want to say

i lack the method and
the skills and the attitude.
but not the ideas.

the only time i lack ideas
is when i have the skills
and the method and the attitude
down pat

yum