and i wonder
when the mood is
when i am sick
and remember last year fleetingly.
i can not remember your subconsciousness
ticks. they are sitting
on the edge of my mind.
i can not quite remember them,
and in my ignorance, i am happy.
because this is the first time,
i feel neutral.
no lingering sighs
just half blurred memories sweet in their
non importance. just slowed down moving
images watched with passive eyes.
i will sleep easy tonight,
knowing today was the day.