my nervous system collapses

like a building falling the in the quakes

(there's ash and ash)

my head curls inwards and starts to evaporate

this is so hard

(so hard and i feel useless)

i thought i could tame my wayward emotions of

perspex and transparency, but 

i can not and why does this leave me

in a concrete jungle of desolation

and squalorcore.

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